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Um hi. This is for "you". You know, when you were really close to Kaissa, I felt really sad and I missed her so much. You buy things to win her heart. You are..um lets just say "obsessed" with Kaissa. You never knew how I felt. All this while, I kept quiet cause I didn't want to interrupt you and Kaissa. But inside, it killed me. You always think about yourself and when it comes to the rest, its like you're the only person in this world. When Kaissa started talking to me again, I noticed that you can't stand a day w/o talking to Kaissa. You thought I was trying to make you jealous by talking to Kaissa. No, I have no intentions to make you jealous. Why is it that everytime I talk to someone that YOU love, you get mad. When you talk to someone that I love, I keep quiet even though I'm secretly crying. If you want her so bad, why don't you just take her? I always knew that she loves you more than she loves me even though I've been her petsis much longer than you. She loves you. Can't you see? And you're denying it. And to Kaissa, all this while when you were so close to Bat, I kept quiet. I missed you so much. I thought you will forget me and move on with her. And bat, if you want her, take her. Sorry, I'm not her, kaissa. I love you is not something you can say just like that. But kaissa, i need you to know that i honestly love you. I'm sorry cause I was not there for you all this while. I need you when i'm going through something big. You're my sister from another mother. :/ I'm sorry. :(